Aham Prema Day 5

 It's evening now but I did my mantra in the morning. It takes a few minutes and it's been easy to weave it into my schedule, though I kinda miss doing the other kind of meditations that are guided, like with The Mindful Movement channel on YouTube. That has also helped me a lot with preserving my peace of mind. 

I don't anticipate many views on this writing besides my own. I just got this idea and it felt like divine inspiration. To write every day along with practing this mantra. I hope it will be rewarding to have done these things for 40 days. Even if it's just honoring *one* commitment to myself, I'll be proud of myself. I may have given up too easily on things in the past, but over the last few years, I know I've grown in my perseverance. My *not giving up* and following through on self care intentions. 

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